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Reality

I'm livin' in a dream world
Hopin' to be noticed
I'm tryin' hard
Not to face reality
But everywhere I go
It's all up and through me

When reality hits
It's such bullnuts
How come I'm livin'
My life like this

Tryin' to fit in
Tryin' to be excepted
Always realizin'
Baby,you're bein' neglected

No one wants to be with me
For the true real girl
That I am
Just missin' all her diamonds
And all of her pearls

No one acknowledges her
Strengths and all her weakness
All they wanna do
Is take advantage
Of god's precious gifts

Her soul melts
From the feelings she felt
Even when times are hard
They always disregard
Her interior bars

Her soul gets crushed
By her dreams of
Becomin' everythin'

Then the tears fall
As she begins to ball
Turnin' her smile
Into a frown
As reality hits
Cuz she's constantly down

No one understands
The pain she goes through
And how it makes her feel
As she tries hard
To keep things soul fo' real

Who cares if she survives
As she holds in
All her silent cries
Always concerned that everyone
Will continue to say goodbye

Little does she know
That the world
Does love her so

But how can she tell
When she continues to let
Everyone make her fail

Fantasizin'
Of livin' in a dream world
Always gettin' crushed
With such insanity
But all it is
Is what everybody
Calls REALITY
 

 
My Reality