Heavily
Heavily sedated
Always fully medicated
Tryin' to survive
All this overdose
Tryin' to live my life
With such hope
Always takin' pills
Is the only reason why
I'm always ill
Tryin' to live my life
Of keepin' it real
Always bein' poked
knowin' that it ain't no joke
Keepin' the faith
That god had once spoke
Heavily I'm on a high
Makin' my soul fly
Like there's thousands of clouds
Floatin' by
I always sleep
Feelin' all this medication
Like exteme heat
Tryin' to overtake this beast
That's controllin' me
Heavily I'm in a trans
Tryin' to enhance
The chance
Of bein' health someday
Somehow it gives me the courage
And it gives me the strengh
To take another glimpse
At such a bright future ahead
But instead...
I'm always heavily medicated
I keep god
In all my prayers
Cuz I constantly know
That he's always there
Tubes up my nose
And ives all around
Makes me wonder
How come I'm not yet
Placed underground
Vital signs say I'm dead
But god says I'm not
This is the thing
That touches everyone's hearts
Normal you ask
I am not
I'm just a child
Who continues to recieve
Thousands of shots
They check my blood
They check my organs
To see if there's a chance
For me to be normal and
I get dissappointed everytime
Just hopin' for a change
Or at least some kinda sign
I can say, though
That I never had a transplant
And I've never been on a machine
Hopin' that it only stays
Those doctors daydreams
Sometimes I'm fine
Sometimes I'm not
But I won't give up
Without a fight
Til my heart stops
I'm always pushin' for achievements
Pushin' toward my goals
So I could say
That this was my glory road
Heavily; I'm always in need
Indeed...
I shall fulfill my life
Of many journeys
Of many accomplishments
So I can say
Yes, it was me
Who planted That sacred seed
So I ask you, Lord
Have mercy upon me
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