God Knows
God knows how much I hurt
God knows how my life is walked on
Like I'm actually dirt
God knows the pain
That I endure everyday
God knows how I just wanna run away
God knows how much I cry
God knows how I let others
Take control over my life
I know that god
Is not pleased with me
So heavenly father
I pray to you
From on my bended knees
Please forgive me
Help me cross over this hump
That has gotten me in this kinda slump
Help me walk out glorious
With my head held high
To build up my confidence
And know that I'm alright
Loving somebody should be so easy to do
But as for me
It's like being with this curse of voodoo
I will never be the happy woman
That I appear to be
And it's only because
There are people in the world
Who just won't let me
God knows how afraid I am to speak up
God knows how I choose to stay closed up
Isolating myself seems to be the key
But I'd have to wonder though
If he'd use that against me
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