Fallen

Fallen...
But not by choice
As others rejoice
At the pain that I go through
Like I just don't got feelings too

I've fallen without the ability to get up
But no one cares
They just don't give a f**k

I may be small
And I may be in a child's body
But I'm grown
And just wanna be left the hell alone

I'm trying to do my best
To follow god's path
But the sinners of the world
Always put my life on blast

Yes, I may be a fool in love
But I Believe that my boo has changed
Trying to become bigger and better thangs

Happy you ask
I am not
And never may be
Because the devil has gotten
A solid grip on me

I ask god for his help
And to stick with me
Every inch of the way
So he could pick me up
To actually see that brighter day

I've fallen from life and love
So there's no more beautiful whites doves

I've had my body, mind, heart, and soul crushed
Like it may have been fake gold

I've been ridiculed and degraded
Like the beast of the devil's feast
But yet and still
I ask my heavenly father
To walk with me

I am his precious angel
And I deserve the best
But everyday I awake
I seem to always place my feet
Into a dog's mess

I'm tired of all the crying
I'm tired of all the pain
I just want to do right
And be left alone
Living a happy life with Jermaine